Unofficial Relationships
MU
Mutual Understanding
Malabong Usapan
Malanding Ugnayan
Call it watchawannacallit, but it all means the same thing to me, a relationship that's not really a relationship.
I've been under quite a few of these and frankly I'm awed at myself for not wanting to settle on an actual official relationship. In a way, it's kind of annoying because you don't even know your status, and sometimes the "relationship" ends even before it becomes one, but then again that just makes it easier to move on from ....
Lately I've found myself in this kind of a relationship with a committed guy. Committed because they're not actually married, but they're boyfriend-girlfriend and they even have a kid. I sorta don't even know when it started from his end when he wanted this to happen, but I DO know that I've had a crush on him even before. Of course, I did nothing about that because it's a known fact that he's a committed guy. So WTF happened? I don't know, and I'm just rambling...I know I wouldn't have acted on the crush thing if he didn't actually show any intention of going further though, and right now I'm not sure what we are.
I'm kind of positive it's just a fling on his end. We haven't really talked about it and I don't have enough confidence in myself to ask him exactly what he thinks of me. I have a feeling this is just a fleeting thing that's bound to reach it's end pretty soon...
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